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Count it all joy when we meet trials of various kinds."
James 1:2
Lots of you have been suggesting that I need to tell how my health issues are going. And I suppose that is true, although I am not sure where to begin. May I just write whatever pops into my head?
About a month ago, I rolled my ankle, so I had to get a ride to and from work with a very kind, generous co-worker, since it was near impossible for me to drive. The foot is better now, and I am even driving again. I missed the freedom that comes from being able to get yourself around.
We continue to try to think outside the box, and for a couple of months I have been trying a gluten-free diet. There is no celiac disease, I know because I was tested for it. But there are some noticable improvements with cutting back on the glutens, which are basically wheat, barley and rye. We are seriously reading labels now and realizing those little glutens can be hiding in lots of places, like ketchup, and even in lipstick!
2011 is already in full swing, it is almost spring. The holidays have come and gone, and it seems like a blur.
I am still amazed at all the happenings in 2010:
Julee gave birth to beautiful, healthy baby Joy in May! There was so much praying and preparing for her, it seemed like forever for her to get here. Now she is nine months old, I will post some pictures of her soon. Julee continues to teach running classes at UT. She does an outstanding job of juggling her work duties and her mommy duties.
Trey officially completed all of his course work in May. In September, he began his written comps and completed them and his oral defense in November. Now he is busy working on his dissertation while maintaining his job at UT. He hopes to be completed May, 2012.
Josef began his Master's program at the LBJ School of Global Policy at the University of Texas, and the Aggie became a Longhorn. We know that it is a very demanding program, and we are all impressed with his determination and progress. He also aims to be completed May, 2012.
Sarah graduated in May. She and Josef moved to Austin the same week baby Joy was born. It makes us happy that they have each other so close, and they definitely love it! Fortunately, Sarah found a great job nearby where they live, and she is working on obtaining her teaching certificate. She also continues working on her music.
Okay, now back to the health issue update: Since October, I have been quietly fighting the feelings of gloom and doom. Drawing close to God is the only thing that makes me feel better. The Mayo docs were not satisfied with my progress, and I followed the treatment plan completely. My test results were particularly devastating to me, especially since I was feeling so much better, and carried so much hope and expectations from the summer. They sent me back with instuctions to continue IV therapy every two weeks instead of weekly. They also prescribed another med, which supresses the immune system. Can you believe I have not been out to a restaurant since I started on it, nor have I gone near the mall, even for Christmas shopping. Who would have believed that was possible!
My insurance has not approved the IV Therapy, and I found out the hard way that they never approved the ones from last summer. And they are very expensive! My thoughts: I faithfully took the treatments once a week for three months and according to my test results, there was very little progress, if any. So, why would I expect six months of treatments every two weeks to work any better? It's not easy to justify the additional expense, as well as the health risks involved. I am due to go back to the Mayo Clinic in a few months. They told me to expect to stay longer this time, I am not sure what that means.
Actually, I am not really sure what to expect from this point. When expectations don't come true, the result is disappointment and unhappiness. You know, in a way expectations can be an attempt to control the future. I believe I can enjoy this time more if I approach it without any expectations. I am leaving myself with an openness in which anything can happen and be welcomed. Even if I have to live the rest of my life with my hands and feet tingling, it is well.
This situation may be shaking me, but through Christ I am more than my situation.
"She can laugh at the days to come."
Proverbs 31:25